What A Day!!!

Yesterday I was set-up on a date by a friend(can you imagine that..and dating is not my thing huh!) Actually I was forced to. I went straight to Sm North Edsa to meet this horrible guy named Kenneth.. Damn! did I say horrible...ohhh he's not horrible, he's such a moron. Imagine we agreed to meet at 10:30 (I was there 30 mins. early). And yet he came 2 hours late and I was really pissed of. But still I kept myself calm and forgot what had happened(I don't want to be bastos and show him that I was really mad).

A few minutes later Brian called me. He asked me about an important matter which I don't wanna go on details. And this moron date of mine keep on talking and shouting. Brian whose on the other line said that he'll call later coz he thought I was busy. I know part of it was my fault not telling brian that I was on a date. Actually I was about too not until Kenneth bugged me.

To cut the story short the date didn't worked out.( It was so mean of me...tinakasan ko sya!!!)

Anyways...when I got home I watched the UAAP. It was the Ateneo-UP game.Good thing Ateneo won with JC Intal being the Player of the Game.

Since I had nothing to do. I texted some of my friends. I texted Monch para makibalita about his date with my friend Layce..(which was cancelled).

Here's the stupid part. Monch told me pinagbawalan syang itext ako just because she thought I was closer to him. Oh my God!!! Did I read the message right? ako pinagseselosan ni Layce? She's my dear friend and I treasured her as my sister. How pathetic can she be. I told Monch that I don't wanna mess with their relationship. That he had to do what Layce said. The truth is I'm really hurt. Of all people...si Layce pa!!!

Often, we are faced with conflicts requiring immediate solution. it is important for is to have the feel of being a decision-maker. If we follow correct procedure of decision making, if we know how to analyze problems and lay-out the pros and cons first before working on it, then we will be able to forsee the possible outcome, thereby minimizing, if not avoiding making wrong acts. We have to be careful in making decision because once a choice is made, there's no turning back. Decisoin-making requires great wisdom. And therefore it is a great rsponsiblity.

A couple of days Leah called me..

Me: Hello, oh bez bakit?
Leah: Bez..laki problem ko favor naman. La talaga ako mahingan ng sama ng loob.
Me: Bkit...Bkit? What happened...
Leah: Kasi si Marc...?
Me: Oh anong problema dun? Inaway ka ba nya...ano sabihin mo
Leah: Nakita ko sya may kasama eh...ayoko naman sya iconfront.
Me: Ganun..teka teka kelan ito...lam mo mabuti pumunta ka nalang dito, kaya mo ba?
Leah: Bez, ikaw nalang pumunta dito
Me: Ok...ok sige I'll be there in 10mins ok.

....To cut the story short Rachelle asked me for a small favor and that's to talk to Marc. I don't know if I should do it. In the first place I don't have any right to confront him tapos pipilitin ko na kausapin si Leah. I haven't said yes to her but don't know what to do...I pity Leah. She's suffering too much. She doesn’t need this. Bit I can't even judge Marc because I haven’t seen him with another girl. Marc has been very nice to me. And as far as I know him, he's so nice, a perfect gentleman, and I know he loves my bestfrined very much. On the other hand naaawa ako sa best friend ko.
It's kind of hard to decide for now. I have to talk to Leah again about the matter. Hope things would be better for the two of them.

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet Your caffeine addiction level: low

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

~What a Boring Day~

Nothin much to do today. Just here playing with the computer and chattin with some ol' friends. Oh just chatted with ms.hana~ a member of the hotlegs ans she's very nice!!!

By the way Ateneo won over National University by a big margin(83-53) I think(not sure of the score though..hehe~sorry!)

Doug Kramer is the best player(isn't he adorable?)

* I hate the player from NU..."Asoro"...he's a second rate smartass jackoff!!!He hit Dough on the stomach and neck!!!

But still cutie doug and his team won over NU(Hiiiyyyyhaaa!!!)

After the game. I went straight to the church and heard the last mass with Arieston.

Now em' here just killin time....

Finding Myself

I will persist until I succeed. When each day is ended, not regarding whether it has been a success or a failure. I will attempt to do one more task.
Never will I allow any day to end with failure.-Og Mandino

...Back then, fun,enjoyment and good times are some of the things that are most important to me! I felt that the primary aim of life is to have as much fun as possible. In keeping with this style of life, I avoided getting too deeply involved with other people, didn't want to have family responsobilities and felt that I shouldn't become too committed to anything or anyone.
Nut when I turned 22, strange that people, specially my family expected miracles to happen. Expected something like being mature, stable, responsible and worst, succesful in all my endeavors.
Today, my friends laughed at me. They didn't quite understand my need to be alone and be serious. they didn't quite undersrand that I had t oforfiet all those fun stuffs like volleyball games, partying and lingering at the village, in favor of my job. Yes, I didn't quite understand why I had to work. Yet, I felt that I need a job and earn money.
So here I am in my usuak formal wear feeling the scorching ray of light of my computer as it strikes my unprotected eyes. I am here at my desk answering phone calls. Oblivious of anything I continue working. In this momen, I see life and it's various contradictions-the happiness I experienced, callously erased by the sadness which even the gentlest hand can't soothe. I then looked around this office with busy co-workers, phonesringing, computers hanging up and customers loitering around waiting for their names to be called. Yet, instead of being turned off by the commotion, I felt enlightened for amidst the disarray, I see my futere unfolding- a thousand voices, a million faces and limitless pathways.
I now find myself with great responsibility but with better future.

~The Day You Said GoodNight~

Take me as you are
Push me off the road
The sadness I need this time to be with you
I’m freezing in the sun
I’m burning in the rain
The silence I’m screaming
Calling out your name
And I do
Reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you lose the side of your circles
That’s what I’ll do if we say goodbye
To be is all I got to be
And all that I see
And all that I need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight
The calmness in your face
That I see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn’t ask me why
I never would have known
Oblivion is falling down
If you could only know me
Like your prayers at night then
everything between you and me will be alright
She’s already taken
She’s already taken
She’s already taken me
The day you said goodnight